YongSeo Is Real

I just watched YongSeo's final episode for the 3rd time, and still cried A LOT. Seriously, this couple drives me insane. Even I'm not them, but I can feel their feelings, their true feelings. Are you confused about what I'm saying? YongSeo was a couple in We Got Married, just like I've ever said before. I said WAS because they already ended up their fake marriage in last March. After more than a year, they had to separate because of busy schedules. Can you imagine that hard feelings? When two people  through the sadness and happiness together for more than a year, just two of them, moreover for the girl, it is her first time to be with a guy and that guy is a very understanding guy, but one day they have to separate and go back to their own houses. That is pretty painful. The last episode is the most-painful-ever. I think YongSeo is way better than every couple in drama that I've ever watched. Because they show who they really are. I always hope that someday they can be the real married couple. Well, I'm not really good at writing and I don't know if this post can affect you, but I think for you guys who love this kind of show (I mean romance show), go download WGM-YongSeo in Dailymotion! Very recommended! YongSeo, everlasting!

This was when they hugged each other in the very last episode.

Extremely painful :'(

 

Seo Hyun even cried! :'(

 

"....It was cold, it was like our first meeting and I felt that we could keep our beautiful memories safe like a painting...." - Seo Hyun

What Forever Means

Whoa! Seriously, it's been FOREVER since the last time I blogged. There are so many things passed during that 'forever' period. Actually about 2 months ago, I watched a Korean drama titled Heartstrings or You've Fallen For Me. I bought it because it's been a long time since I watched Korean drama so I picked Heartstrings because I know the female lead cast, Park Shin Hye, who acted in Prince Hours few years ago.

There, I saw Jung Yong Hwa as the male lead cast. I easily fell in love with his character since he was cool and he played guitar amazingly. I don't lie. Real amazing! You guys should watch it. And after I fell in love with the drama and Yong Hwa, I started to find information about them. Then I know that Yong Hwa is the leader of Korean band called CNBLUE. As a curious new-fan, I went to youtube to watch their MV and the first thing that popped up in my head is 'they are amazingly awesome!'

Then I began to download their songs, their videos, their pics, every-single-thing about them. I started to adore this awesome band like crazy. Few days later, I saw the news about Yong Hwa ever joined We Got Married with Seo Hyun from February 2010 until March 2011. Who is Seo Hyun? I am really blind about Korean stuffs that time until I know that Seo Hyun is a member of Girls Generation (SNSD). And We Got Married is a Korean reality show where two artists are married virtually. I was pretty curious that time and then I downloaded WGM from the first episode, I fell in love again. I fell in love with this couple. They were totally romantic in an innocent way. And I know their feelings are real. I can feel that. This is the 2nd thing after CNBLUE that I want to recommend to you guys! You should watch Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun couple in We Got Married. Even in their last episode, I cried ALOT. Because YongSeo couple was really genuine, natural, and romantic and I can't imagine that their marriage should be ended because of CNBLUE and SNSD tight schedules. I know both Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun felt sad about that choice, because they are already together in WGM for more than a year. And the last episode is utterly S-A-D :'( Even if I want to rewatch it, I'll still cry alot. Well, I already love them too much. And I will always be waiting for the moment where they're being the real couple (even if I'm sure that their love is real :D ♥ )

And beside Yong Hwa in WGM, actually on November 26th, CNBLUE should have did their concert in Indonesia. But it has to be cancelled. I was dying that time. I've been giving my all to get the free tix since the price is very untouchable, and when I already get the tix, (2 DAYS BEFORE CONCERT) they said that it has to be cancelled. I felt like I'm going to die that time, because I've followed every quiz, I've prayed, I've tried my very best just to watch them directly, and finally I got the free tix. 2 FREE TIX! But suddenly, the agency cancelled it because of some problems with the promoter. I was so ready to die!

Well, it has passed, and I just want to make it as a lesson. I just believe that something bigger is waiting for me :D

CNBLUE, awesome!

YongSeo Couple, everlasting!

YONGHWA <3

  

CNBLUE 

 

 

YONGSEO COUPLE 

 

  

Darn! Freddie Is Absolutely Gorgeous

Bloggers!

Here I am w/ a much better condition, hehehe

Well, one of the reasons is because I finally watched THE ART OF GETTING BY!

Incredibly happy! :)))

Freddie was totally gorgeous in that flick and Emma was a very great co-star! Such a recommended flick! It told us about a complicated high-school life which is happening to almost every high-schoolers. Lol.

I can't help smiling until now :)

Go watch it!

Xoxo

Present

I AM FREAKIN' LONELY :'(

Sincerely, a fearful person

Gone

Time passed

We grew up

You changed

I changed

Things vanished

No laughter

No jokes

No silliness

No us..........

Sincerely, a sister in a great nostalgia

Freddie Highmore ♥

Well, I'm back again :p

I'm so in the 'blogging' mood.

I want to share that right now I'm officially in love with a grown up boy. A grown up British boy to be exact.

Do you know a cutie child as Charlie Bucket in Charlie and The Chocolate Factory? That's him! No, I'm not a pedophile. I mean, that boy has grown up! Totally grown up! Becoming a very handsome guy with the beautiful blue eyes, and awesome dimples. HE'S. SO. SO. DASHING. AND. COMPLETELY. CHARMING. NOW!!!!

Am I losing my control? Pardon me.

His name is Alfred Thomas Highmore or people know him as Freddie Highmore, the son of Edward Highmore (also an actor) and Sue Latimer (a talent agent). Well, for more information about Freddie, I think you can google it :p

Anyway, the reason I ♥ him is not only because he's handsome and multitalented but also because I particularly in LOVE with British guy. Especially the accent. You know, it drives me insane!

And now I'm looking forward to seeing him in his new movie with my fave actress Emma Roberts, the title is The Art Of Getting By! Really can't wait!!!

Well, here some pics of my new lanky yet dashing crush ♥

This is him, few years ago..

And this is him, now!

 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

 With Emma

Wreally luff him!!! *maybe I can learn about British accent more*
Xoxo

Start Fasting

Well, here I am. Hello fellas!
Been like forever since the last time I came here.
I just hope everyone is fine.

Anyway, tomorrow is the first day of Fasting Month. Happy fasting to those who'll do it!
And please forgive my mistakes. My every mistakes. Wish everything will be better in this holy month!

Bye, fellas! xo

Goodbye, UAS. Welcome Remedials

Hello palsssh:)
I'm a little bit relieved that the final exams are finally over! You know I say 'a little bit' because after the exams, I-am-actually-not-free-yet. At first I thought after the exams I can stay at home for a long time, stay away from lesson books, and get the 'me-times', but the fact is I can't. Today is the very 1st day after the exams, and I had to go to school for doing math score remedial. Omg. You know I was so shocked when I heard that the indicators are from the 1st semester! And I got the trigonometry's. Shid. I really hate that subject. Why do we have to study the trigonometry subject, whereas there are so many 'sin'-s there. Hem -___- But what can students do actually? Nothing but follow their teachers if they want the next grade.

But I particularly think that nowadays students are forced to get scores, not knowledge. If you are a student like me, you'd be understand what I mean.

Well, back to the final exams, I know that regrets are always come late. I feel it now. There are some final exams scores that I regret. Maybe that's because I'm not study hard for those lessons. Hmmm, talk about regret, I also feel very regretful to my friends, I don't know, I just feel so unworthy lately. I made them angry, I made them disappointed. I don't know if they still respect me or not. But, I really didn't mean that. Sometimes, there is thing that you never think it will hurt someone, but actually it will. I am really sorry to my friends that I make them disappointed lately. I'm really sorry. I swear I didn't mean that. I really wanna be a good friend to you all, no doubts. But forgive me if I often make you disappointed or angry, forgive me (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩͡-̩̩̩__-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩͡-̩̩̩) Sometimes I just don't know how to be fair. All I know is having friendship with you is one of the best gifts in my whole life.

xoxo

UAS

Hari jumat ini hari kelima gue UAS. Ujian kali ini kok berasa lama banget ya. Apa perasaan gue doang. Yang jelas gue udah penat banget ngejawabin soal-soal.
Tapi kalo udah mulai ngeluh gini, jadi inget kata-kata pak Eko, anak ipa ga boleh ngeluh. Semangat raaaaaaaaaan!!!!

Kalo menurut gue, sebenarnya bukan anak ipa aja yang gaboleh ngeluh, tapi semua anak 47. Kenapa? Karena sekolah gue tercinta itu memang sangat sangat mendidik murid-muridnya untuk pantang menyerah dan mengeluh. Ga percaya? Coba aja masuk 47 B)

Doakan ya teman-teman semoga nilaiku baik dan tidak ada yang remed. amin
xoxo

Seni Rupak

Pusing. Satu kata yang paling tepat buat gambarin apa yang ada di otak gue sekarang (dramatis abis). Gimana gak pusing, udah dari jam 8an tadi gue berkutat di depan koran dan majalah beserta gunting dan kawan-kawannya cuma buat nyari sejumlah kata-kata yang gak penting buat masa depan gue di SMA ini. Bukan bukan, kali ini bukan pelajaran fisika. Tapi Seni Rupa. Sebenernya gue suka-suka aja sama pelajaran seni rupa apalagi kalo udah gambar-gambar (ya meskipun gambar gue gak bagus sih wkwk).

Tapi seni rupa yang sedang berhadapan dengan gue sekarang adalah seni rupa yang ribet dan gak sejalan sama apa yang dipikiran gue. Gue baru sadar betapa rindunya gue sama seni musik. Seni musik tuh enak banget, cuma modal pianika atau suling, terus kerjaan kita setiap pelajaran mencet-mencet atau niup-niup sama ngapalin notnya. Berhubung gue lumayan suka sama bidang musik, jadi pasti itu bakalan seru banget kayak kelas X dulu.

Ah, balik lagi ke seni rupa. Tugas yang sedang gue hadapi sekarang adalah tugas akhir di kelas XI. Tugasnya disuruh cari kata-kata di koran/majalah dengan tipe Roman, Bodoni, Egyptian, Sanserif sama Fantasi. Yang bikin pusing adalah cari kata tipe BODONI. Sorry gak santai. Tapi emang gue udah kesel nih ama tipe itu. Susah banget. Belom lagi entar nempel-nempelnya di sketch book. Aaaaaa please I want the music lessonsssssssssssssss!!!

Ngomong-ngomong tanggal 6 nanti gue mau UAS. Doain banget ya teman-teman semoga UAS-nya lancar dan gak ada nilai yang di bawah KKM. Doain juga biar semua siswa/i di Indonesia naik kelas 100% amin amin amin! ( Btw, insya Allah kalo nanti gue naik kelas, berarti itu naik kelas terakhir gue selama 11 tahun gue sekolah. And.....UN and it pals are waiting for me. :/ )

Udah ah, mau bergelut lagi dengan Bodoni dan kawan-kawannya.
Doakan juga ya semoga nih tugas cepet selese! Gue udah mumet bangeddddh (alay detected)
Bye bye, xoxo

Here The Pics!!!

Gue kayaknya masih belom terima kalo belom nge-post apa yang bener-bener pengen gue post wkwk.

Andrew Garfield sama Tom Sturridge. ♥o♥

 Andrew Garfield. ♥o♥

Tom Sturridge ♥o♥ 

 Look at his eyes! Omggggg XoX

Waduh gue baru tau loh kalo insert pics from file itu lebih enak dan gak bikin 'not responding' daripada ngopy langsung dari websitenya. Padahal size-nya sama loh wkwk. Malam ini gue belajar lagi dari kesalahan dan ketidaktahuan :) :p
 

Me love Andrew & Tom, xoxo

wth

Sumpah, ini udah ketiga kalinya gue nulis, yang mana tulisan gue sebelum-sebelumnya keapus gara-gara terlalu gede size picsnya. Gue ga ngerti ah pengen ngepost pic orang ganteng kayaknya susah banget (?) wkwk. Jadi sebenarnya gue pengen share soal beberapa film drama yang gue tonton dalam waktu dekat ini beserta foto-foto lead male casts nya yang mukenye badai-badai.

Tapi apalah daya sepertinya Tuhan semesta alam tidak menghendaki gue sehingga akhirnya tulisan gue sebelumnya gak bisa ke save terus dan akhirnya malah bikin Mozilla-nya not responding karena terlalu besarnya size pics-nya. Jadi, ini udah tulisan gue yang ke-3. Berharapnya sih kalo Mozilla-nya not responding lagi untuk yang ketiga kalinya, gue mau ke Mozilla Corporation terus minta piring cantik (asli jayus abis).

Back to the point, sebenarnya gue mau share soal film Never Let Me Go, sama Waiting For Forever yang baru gue tonton gak lama ini. Dua-duanya film barat. Dua-duanya film drama. Dan dua-duanya sedih bangeeeeeeeet. Gak bohong deh 2 film itu bikin gue nangis sesegukkan. Dan kesamannya lagi adalah di dua film itu, lead male casts-nya ganteng!! Di Never Let Me Go ada Andrew Garfield, kalo di Waiting For Forever ada Tom Sturridge. Dua-duanya badai banget serius. Jadi bikin semangat nonton juga wkwk. Udah ah, gak ada semangat nulis lagi gue, udah bete gara-gara tadi tulisannya gak jadi-jadi mulu wkw.

xoxo

Me vs Physicks

It's me agaiiiiin. How are ya fellas? Hope u guys are always fine. Haha basi banget gak sih gue. Di malam yang melankolis ini, gue mau curhat tentang kegetiran hidup yang sedang gue rasakan sekarang. Akhir-akhir ini gue semakin merasakan aura badai plus angin puyuh dengan menjadi murid di kelas IPA. Ya Allah, bener-bener deh IPA di 47 badai banget.

Dulu gue udah pernah cerita kan soal kenapa gue masuk IPA. Sebenarnya kalo dibilang terpaksa, emang iya. Tapi semakin kesini gue juga ngerasa semakin enjoy dengan label IPA. Dan lama-lama gue mulai membuka hati buat pelajaran-pelajaran yang dulu buat gue sama aja kayak terjun dari tebing tanpa parasut.

Tapi..... beberapa hari ini, gue jadi kayak flashback ke bulan-bulan pertama gue di IPA. Gue jadi inget kalo dulu gue benci banget pelajaran-pelajaran ipa, terutama FISIKA.

Gatau kenapa, gue sama sekali ngga ada ketertarikan sama satu bidang ini, dari SMP. Pokoknya setiap pelajaran fisika gue pasti selalu mumet, nggak pernah mood.
Tapi, bukan berarti selama 10 bulan di kelas IPA ini ngga ada pelajaran fisika yang nyangkut di otak gue. Ada sih, cuma kalian pasti ngerti kan, istilahnya kayak gue belajar fisika setengah hati. Istilah lainnya lagi, terpaksa. Terpaksa karena gue anak IPA.

Dulu guru BK gue bilang kalo kita ga suka sama suatu pelajaran di bidang IPA, kita harus berusaha nyukain itu, karena emang itulah jalan yang kita pilih. Gue udah nyoba menyukai subjek ini, tapi kok semakin gue mencoba untuk menyukai, malah ngebuat gue semakin muak. Lebay gak sih? Sorry ya kalo lebay. Tapi beneran deh beberapa hari ini tingkat kemalesan gue dengan pelajaran fisika sedang ada ada di level tertinggi.

Sebenarnya sih ada alasan kenapa gue tambah gak mood sama fisika. Gara-gara hari jumat kemaren Pak Agus ngasih tau kalo hari senin besok diadain remedial yang kedua buat tiap2 ulangan harian. Guess what....dari 3 ulangan harian, gue harus remed (lagi) semuanya. Emang sih, nggak semua indikator, dan masih banyak juga anak-anak yang harus re-remed. Tapi meskipun dari satu ulangan harian cuma remed satu indikator kan, tetep aja judulnya remedial.

Yang bikin gue tambah feeling too-stupid lagi adalah temen deket gue di kelas, Riri, Rifqa, Dian, mereka semua gak ada yang harus di-remed lagi. Tuhkan, keliatan banget kan begonya gue di pelajaran fisika. Di depan mereka sih gue stay calm, sok gak peduli sama nasib gue yang 'harus remed lagi', tapi dalem hati, gue nangis, demi Allah.

I wonder if they realized what was my true feeling......
God, I know this is the lesson I must learn from You.
So please, when I'm down, make me realize that there is always You beside me.
And I always pray that as soon as possible I can purely in love with science class subjects, especially 'the most lovely' PHYSICKS

Byebye.
me love ya, xoxo

My 16th Birthday

hello pals!
March 9th, 16 years ago, a little me was born safely at about 2:30 am with 2,7 kg in weight and 48 cm in height. now that baby has already grown up, became an ordinary teen in an ordinary life. but what makes it extraordinary is the presence of family and friends.

in my birthday about 2 weeks ago, I got a surprise cake and gift from my best pals at school hoahhhh thanku too much guys :*

talking about birthday, honestly.....I felt so nothing in this year birthday emmm Idk how to explain this, but I felt so so so lonely, even I have best pals beside me who always shared so much laughters. yeah but I think this is actually a different side. nowadays, I was feeling this too often, like something has changed but I still don't know whats changed.

when I re-think about it -my 'nothing' birthday-, well, It's fine as long as this is just my feeling. I'm already happy because in this year birthday I still have beloved parents beside me, and I still have people who care about me and also I have A SUPER GREAT GOD, Allah S.W.T Who always gave me guidances.

after all this time, God has already gave me so much lessons to learn, and I really thanked God. superbig thanks for everything, for this strength You gave me, for people beside me, for the opportunity so that I still alive until now, and etc, I can't mention God's gifts one by one but essentially I'm truly nothing without God ;)

I just wish I'll be a better person who always remember God, and I'll always having awesome people beside me.
the last yet not the least, I want to say alhamdulillah

superbad!

hey pals......today I got a superbad news :((( whoaaaa shocked!!!! but I can't tell it here, please pray for me guys for a better condition :( xoxo

February

welcome FEBRUARY! (telat! wkwk)

wow udah February aja ya, sebulan lagi udah Maret..... ada apa di Maret? hehe maaf lagi males nulis. byeeeeeee xoxo:*

11th grade

hey pals, I've got nothing to do, so I open this blog and try to write something to fill my boredom. hmmm I'm confused what to write wkwk maybe I'll write about my life at school. now I'm in 11th grade, and I am a science student. fyi, at first I don't wanna be a science student, it shocked me when I was seeing the paper that shows I was in class 11 science 1, totally shocked! it was a very big problem for me that time because I really wanna be a social student! Just like everyone, I also have a dream and I think for becoming a social student, it will give me some easier ways to reach my dream and ALSO I actually don't really like the science lessons. but another problem is my school was not allowing the students to move to social classes, so here I am! a lost social student in the sea of formulas lol.

in the very first month at class 11 science 1, I feel like a stranger, but day by day I've finally realized that this class is a very great class! really! the students were so funny and I can become the real me in this class, and the times also make me realize that Im happy to be a science student esp in class 11 science 1 (besides in science class I have to force myself but as long as I have bestfriends I think I can survive wkwkwk too much!)

hey I also had new bestfriends in the 11th grade. so glad I found them! once again, being with them I can become the real me. but I won't forget my bestfriends in 10th grade and JHS, never!

thankyou God for giving me such awesome people to fill my days :D I hope all of them will be my bestfriends for..ever! amien

these are my awesome classmates :D

and these are my new bestfriends :D
raudah(left) aghni(right)

thanks for visiting guys! xoxo

2011

halo halo halo!
tanpa terasa sekarang sudah tahun........................

cepet banget deh waktu jalannya.
harapan di tahun 2011 semoga segalanya jadi lebih baik.
hm terus....apa ya. bingung.
udah ah gaada ide nulis apa hahaha daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;D