Life

Have you ever been, in life, feeling like the most pathetic creature?
Have you ever been, feeling guilty for no exact reasons, and just being sad in a sudden?
Have you?
Have you ever been, thinking about something that others don't normally think?
Like what are you actually living for. What are your life goals. Why do you live.
Why I should be me. Why it's just me. Why others don't. Why.
It's not that I don't thankful to God for what I am.
But, you know, it's something that just naturally came up.
And yes, may be I am sometimes lacking at being grateful.
And I am truly sorry for that, God.
Life is so much to learn and I think I haven't even reach the half way yet.
Why-s and What-s will always haunt.
And this is the complicated me in the massive imperfections.
Trying to learn, life.