superbad!

hey pals......today I got a superbad news :((( whoaaaa shocked!!!! but I can't tell it here, please pray for me guys for a better condition :( xoxo

February

welcome FEBRUARY! (telat! wkwk)

wow udah February aja ya, sebulan lagi udah Maret..... ada apa di Maret? hehe maaf lagi males nulis. byeeeeeee xoxo:*

11th grade

hey pals, I've got nothing to do, so I open this blog and try to write something to fill my boredom. hmmm I'm confused what to write wkwk maybe I'll write about my life at school. now I'm in 11th grade, and I am a science student. fyi, at first I don't wanna be a science student, it shocked me when I was seeing the paper that shows I was in class 11 science 1, totally shocked! it was a very big problem for me that time because I really wanna be a social student! Just like everyone, I also have a dream and I think for becoming a social student, it will give me some easier ways to reach my dream and ALSO I actually don't really like the science lessons. but another problem is my school was not allowing the students to move to social classes, so here I am! a lost social student in the sea of formulas lol.

in the very first month at class 11 science 1, I feel like a stranger, but day by day I've finally realized that this class is a very great class! really! the students were so funny and I can become the real me in this class, and the times also make me realize that Im happy to be a science student esp in class 11 science 1 (besides in science class I have to force myself but as long as I have bestfriends I think I can survive wkwkwk too much!)

hey I also had new bestfriends in the 11th grade. so glad I found them! once again, being with them I can become the real me. but I won't forget my bestfriends in 10th grade and JHS, never!

thankyou God for giving me such awesome people to fill my days :D I hope all of them will be my bestfriends for..ever! amien

these are my awesome classmates :D

and these are my new bestfriends :D
raudah(left) aghni(right)

thanks for visiting guys! xoxo

2011

halo halo halo!
tanpa terasa sekarang sudah tahun........................

cepet banget deh waktu jalannya.
harapan di tahun 2011 semoga segalanya jadi lebih baik.
hm terus....apa ya. bingung.
udah ah gaada ide nulis apa hahaha daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;D

quite different

hello pals! so long time no see
wish that you guys still accept me to write on this so ordinary blog.
what I want to share rite now is not such an important stuff. I just want to share some grouches. crappppppppp. I hate this situation so bad, where homeworks, exams, and problems are becoming friends. they come together and make our life (especially for students) so damn complicated. really need holiday!!! the real holiday where I can freely breathe!
its 11th grade and I think its getting worse. moreeeeeee worse than a year ago.
God, I really feel quite different situations than a year ago. its October !!! a year ago I was in a really good condition but now I feel there's something like.... missing.. or... something else ? um I don't know surely but Im just feeling badly not good. it feels like I'm forced to run in the wrong way. but I have to. even I don't want to. and beside that, I don't have someone to share my problems with. I hate this situation!!!! really do ! but what can I do ? hm just praying and waiting (and keep trying?)
God, I know seriously that You must be know what I'm thinking now. You know me than I do. so please give me power to solve those problems, please God, I trust and love You!